sry 4 not posting due to blogger error..
currently at daphne's house :D



fri went to meet darling thn bussed to northpoint :D
after tat meet daphne :D
went timezone..
see daphne play DDR pro siol...
hahahas :D
after tat accompany 4 helix piercing was lyk bloody scared sia
thn after pierce not pain le :D hahas
went basketball thn slack awhile home:D


sun
Whole day stay at home mapling lols!!

today will not be posting ):
blogger ERROR!!! ):



oh yay~
blogger let me come in alr! :D
hahahas
so happy =p
alright home at 5..
thn bathed on9..
mapled..
dinner...
mapled
lvled 5 tymes today :D
lvl 27 alr tats fast :D
hahahas!
alright end here now. bye


meet shilin and yiyong at 10.10 under my blk..
ate breakfast..
after tat went to 265 slacked
thn they came to my house..
mapled mapled mapled..
after tat 4+ they went home..
was suppose to meet..
thn.. too bad.. didnt meet.
nothing much happened today
all i do was com com com LOL!!
movie tmr :D




anyways,
HAPPY BDAE GLENDA!! <3 :D


woke up at 6.10 this morning..
bussed to school..
thn sit chatted with jonathan :D
after tat slack awhile..
thn get result...
thn bus to chong pang there at mac breakfast with frenes :D
after tat bussed home..
bathed..
on9.. maple-d :D
LOL
after tat 1.30 meet darling thn go meet daphne..
afer tat went to ball court played...
thn left there at 6.10
bathed..
thn go dinner with daddy..
after tat walked home alone..
thn i was in a dark place ...
tot of wad will happen if i jump down the building will i die anot?
thn almost go try sia..
lucky didnt..
if not now i tihnk i in hospital alr..
lols..
seriously..
idk wads wrg with me nowadays..
T_T
i miss him so dman much until i wan gone bonkers alr.. T_T
idk wad to do alr..
just wanna die and leave everything behind.. ):


He has the power to hurt me
and im afraid if i let him know what i feel
then, thats what exactly he will do.
But even if he dies hurt me,
i'll find some reason to understand why.
It's just that he can do nothing wrong in my eyes.
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Didnt go to school today LOL!
lazy go to the bedok thingy..
if i go i must wake up at 5.30 sia!!
tired die liao la lyk tat >.<
so tell daddy i dunnwanna go!!
LOL thn he say dunwan go thn dun go la
wow, so freaking happy sia.
LOL so.. slept at 3.15am ytd night..
LOL woke up at 10 something this morning ahhahs
wanted to play maple.. but.. patching T_T
so i got bored.. yeahs... sad thing... not meeting daphne jie today... ):
so only can meet darling haish..
will update later at night okays?
(: hahas byees!
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went to northpoint arnd 1.30..
thn meet darling thn went to eat subway :D
hahas
after tat go home take ball thn go basketball court..
played match with derryl joshua and pink only.. sad case ):
darling too tired to play alr LOL
thn go 278 there slack..
4.20 went home :D
bath had dinner thn play maple :D
haha
OMG was lyk play till i wanna siao alr hahahs!
alright gtg now..
gotta go school tmr ):
LOL byes :D



went to sch as usual today..
sch was boring..
D&T: Slacked With Darling :D
Sci: DayDreaming
CPA: Had fun playing with water at the courtyard there LOL
12.10-12.50: in the hall doing surveys..
Dismissed! :D
actuall;y today derryl joshua etc come AI to fetch us one..
but hu noes? i early dismiss.. LOL
thn have to meet them at basketball court alr.. ):
bussed to 200+mac with darling
thn daphne came
went to ball court..
played..
thn there is lyk 1 bloody stalker kip looking at us u noe WTH!
after tat was lyk raining thn slacked in the shelter
soon, derryl and co came..
played match..
left there arnd 4.30..
thn slacked at 287 till 5.11
thn went to 278 slacked till 5.20
headed home after tat.. :D



it seems lyk im going crazy alr..
all those times i was thinking of u
wad were u doing?
u didnt noe how i felt when u toked to me tat way...
when i said i miss the old u u've changed loads
u still dare to say this post is meant 4 hu..
its lyk damn obvious its 4 u ..
how i wish i could turn the tyme back and stop there.. ):
sometimes i kept wondering, isit my fault tat u became lyk this? ):


Anyways..
Thanks Joshua 4 hearing me out last night :D
and thanks 4 ur lollipop arhs!! =p


alright not going to sch tmr pon school agn..
pathetic.. ):
school is seriously so damn torturing sia..
idk how to survive during school days alr..
everytyme not enuff slp..
OMG... i feel lyk quitting school and stop study alr...

FUCK MY LIFE!! _l_ ):



Sat:
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meet daphne , shi lin , yi yong @ 10.. under daphne's blk..
after tat went to KFC ate breakfast..
thn went back home..
1.30 meet agn..
thn went to ball court played :D
3v1 lols oso girls v boys..
LOL yi yong solo
LOL laugh lyk mad thn ~_~
after tat slacked at 280..
daphne went home..
after tat chatted with shi lin and yi yong laughed lyk mad LOL
thn daphne came down..
thn zhi jie came..
after tat go ball court played OMG.
was playing match de..
thn oso dunno y play match until become play monkey
HAHAHAA!!
Zhi jie u hit me 2 tymes!!
gonna strangle u when i see u hmph,
lols





Sun:
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alright nothing much happen ok..
i tihnk today is gonna be a hell boring day..  ):
sobs.

IDK Y I KIP HAVE THE SOMETHING IS MISSING FROM MY LIFE TAT BLOODY FEELING!!
OMG SERIOUSLY,
WADS MISSING!?
IM GOING CRAZY ALR!!!



went to school as usual, 
ji bye sibei tired one lo,
wanted to pon sch tsk,
haish,
currently kao peh kao bu-ing with some cfps p6
BITCH! ji bye
xia lan until lyk dunno wad fuckzxc
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P.e : Frisbee _l_
I HATE FRISBEE!
Maths: slacked~
Science: Slacked~
Eng: Slept..
LOL
hahahah!!
after tat meet darling
thn we go 281 meet daphne..
ate KFC..
thn go ball court played..
as usual..
homed at 6+
bathed on9.
thn 8 lyk tat go darling blk waited 4 her.
pei me go eat mac :DDD 
HAHAHA
love die u manzxc u rocks my life! :D
 

sry 4 not posting few days ago 
really no mood to post la
im forcing the fck out of me to post now
wed tired dunwanna study anymore lie to cher headache 
leave sch damn early.
thn get 2 days MC today oso no sch 
10 woke up meet daphne and shi lin woots.
ate breakfast after tat darling went home
me and jie slacked under void deck and slept WTH ~_~
thn meet darling alr go ball court,
played..
thn darling went home awhile..
after tat went to void deck slack with jie thn darling and his bro came.
awhile more jie went home
WTH 
we were damn fcking pissed off ok.
thn pink and zhi jie came
tok awhile bloody asshole
i cried out of the blue
my mind was flooded with stuffs 
having relationship prob friendship prob school prob
thinking of quitting sch alr!
FUCK LA sch so damn fucking boring can?
is lyk its a waste of my tyme! _l_
not long after jing yen came,
thn tun yang came
lucky 4 them darling jing yen tun yang made me laugh
thanks peoples,
(:
thn jie came back go ball court played 
thn go off..
alright gonna slp early now! 
have sch tmr

SCH0OL SUCKS





WHY?! WHY?! THIS WORLD IS TURNING UPSIDE DOWN!
ONCE, I TOT EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT,
NOW? EVERYTHING IS WORST THN I CAN EVEN IMAGINE!


u noe i love u but u love her now, i hate HER!! 



FUCK MY LIFE!! _l_
 

woke up at 8am today.. ):
was lyk bored lyk hell ok..
after tat 4+ lyk tat went down to meet jie darling and her bro..
head off to mac ..
ate, thn go 287 slackuntil 6 thn went off..
MUAHAHAHA 
so excited about tmr and tuesday :D
can see __ ___ ___ :D
hahaha!
nth much happened today uhh..
gonna end here ...



i dun think you could ever noe
just how truly special you're,
even on the darkest nights
youre my brightest star.

and if i could have one wish,
i would wish to wake up everyday and hear
the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin
and
the feel of your heart beating with mine.

your actions makes me overcome my fear,
your magic touch smoothes my heart.
with you im born agn.
130510♥
I Love You..

went to ball court at 10.30 today pass derryl they all my ball
thn head home com LOL!! 
11 walked to ball court to meet daphne jiejie or should i say CHIONG there?!
LOL!! 
hahah
thn go ball court played match..
thn go eat with jie..
afte rtat go back court so empty one
only pink down there calling ppl LOL!! 
after tat darling came muahaha
4got wad happened ok..
thn everyone left..
thn darling, jie and me went to void deck slack
hahas
4+ lyk tat derryl came..
after tat pink came the hair lyk peacock!! HAHAHA!!
all stand up one >.<
thn went ball court played..
hahahs.
after tat derryl and pink left ):
thn went to 7 eleven buy strawberry milk thn pink cycle pass
OMG i hide the milk until lyk OMG ~_~
LOL hahaha!!
thn went home bathed.. 
thn go back ball court to take ball back.. ):
haish.. dunwanna to leave either... 
alrights end post here le.. buaiis.

woke up at 11 today...
thn meet darling and jie at 11.30 under jie's blk..
thn go potato farmland eat..
after tat rush to ball court...
thn slack under void deck thn pink came 
thn chatted..
after tat go ball court..
1 v 1 with pink 
lol...
play until wan ki siao  ~_~
thn derryl and joshua came thn dunno where they go le..
after tat they came back thn slack under void deck agn..
thn decided to go lower seletar reservior...
thn walk half way jie darling and me cabbed there while derryl pink and joshua
cycle there thn we faster thn them saw them
thn saw pink with tat STUN face HAHAHA!! 
so funny..
thn after tat dunno wad tyme went back to ball court..
joshua tongpang shi lin thn pink tongpang daphne..
thn derryl cycle super slow pei me LOL!! 
thn chat chat..
thn derryl tell me see daphne and pink tgt he damn jealous
LOL thn i laugh.. MUAHAHA
told him i oso jealous ma..
>.< 
after tat half way cabbed back to ball court thn jie and darling..
went home bath thn take ball down to ball court..
thn 1 v 1 with pink agn OMG..
play until wan siao RAWRRR
thn 2 v 2..
after tat lyk gonna rain liaos thn go void deck slack hohoho.
thn was about to slp..
thn jing yen came thn shi lin scream thn i tio shock i oso scream
OMG..
lols!
hahah
thn arnd 7 lyk tat push bike to pink's house..
thn walked home LOL.
bath agn thn on9.
was super tired kays.. ):

ok.. dismissed at 9.05 today..
went to northpoint ate long jogn sliver with jennifer agn..
lols
after tat bussed back home 
meeting daphne jie at 11+ ltr on :D
so sad..
darling dismissed at12 T_T
sobsobs
lols
alright will updated ltr tonight, 

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It's not that I don’t love you
anymore, I'm over you coz I've realized that you're never going to want
me
the way I do.I’ve shed so many tears for you and I guess those tears
are
more than enough to show you how much I love you. I hope I can just stop
thinking about you but I can’t. I’ll just make you believe that I don’t
love
you anymore the way you made me believe that you love me
even if
you don’t.

ok... went off to meet daphne jie at 12 :D

go ball court thn played awhile hehes 

thn rained OMG.. 

thn go void deck slack with darling jie pink derryl joshua and another 

guy..

thn rain stopped went to court..

played awhile..

thn darling left ):

LOL thn played match with daphne jie pink and derryl..

thn i was lyk OMG play until ki siao

>.<

 anyhow go pull pink and derryl shirt and hand LOL

still slap until pink OMG so sorry ):

=X

LOL thn played match with damn alot ppl after pink and derryl went off..

full court oMG..

almost mati >.< HAHAH 

woke up at 11 today..
slept lyk pig I KNOW!! 
im so freaking sad la T_T
meet daphne jie under her blk at 4 lyk tat go ball court played..
darling and her bro came hehes
thn they left at 5 lyk tat..
thn me daphne jie jing yen and yang yang at ball court play..
thn rained ): T_T
sobs..
thn stand at shelter..
after tat 5+ lyk tat walked to mama shop to buy choco 
thn the shop bo open sad case T_T
thn slack under void deck with jie and jing yen chatted :D
lols thn i kip shouting i WAN FRIDAY BACK!!!
PINK talk alot with me lehs!!
LOL was yk damn despo 4 him lyk tat
RAWRR!!! I miss die him alr la!! T_T
PINK didnt come today T_T
he go court just 4 derryl lo!!
freaking jealous kays..
lols..
): sobs sobs
ok nbm..
after slacking and chatting we walking to darling's blk
there de mama shop pei jie buy choco..
thn buy le jie went off thn me and jing yen went off
since we living in the same blk hehe
bathed,
on9...
DAMN i wan faster tmR!!!
can see PINK And everyone :D
hehehs
alrights off to sleep now.. 
buaiis..

great, ytd night good girl listened to pink and slept at 11+
blah, woke up at8 this morning..
pink said to wake me up but i ended up waking him up instead ):
LOL
11 lyk tat meet daphne jiejie :D
thn go ball court...
sit there watch ppl play ball..
after awhile 12+ lyk tat PINK came!! OMG >.<
LOL played awhile lesbo came..
thn awhile more lesbo's bro came LOL 
see him laugh le drinking coke and spat out OMG so paiseh
in front of PINK somemore RAWRR!!
okok thn played ball..
PINK gtg sad case ):
thn rain OMG.. go void deck slack agn..
fell asleep ,
>.<
4 + lyk tat go back ball court..
thn played under the rain bleahs..
PINK came... awhile more derryl came >.<
LOL
hong yi came thn 1v1 with derryl..
thn gave hong yi my ball let him play..
thn i wan back my ball he dunwan give back so have to use force..
thn lesbo go tell PINK i flirting OMG!! 
thn PINK shout ANGELA DUN FLIRT
lyk wtf.. heart died tat tyme..
thn 6+ everyone left the court.. ):
haish..
PINK said he will go play ball when derryl go play
so u go court 4 derryl not 4 me uhh..?
shit u T_T ):






woke up at 6.45 today FUCK! almost late for sch _l_ kns..
thn chiong to sch arsehole,
thn dismissed at 9 meet lesbo at canteen :D
thn tooik bus to mac there coffee shop eat bee hoon LOL
came home bathed on9 thn 11 go meet jie at ball court :D
hahah
thn lesbo came :D
haha
played awhile thn go void deck slack thn lesbo went home eat lunch..
thn me and jie go court played lols..
thn sit down watch jie, jonathan, benaiah play ball..
lols

after tat played match with some northland sec ppl..
lols..
haish fell back into the same square agn..
pathetic fck manzxc
...

morning woke up at 6 put contact lens :D
thn 7 lyk tat go meet lesbo and ate mac breakfast :D
hahah
thn off to sch):
exam.. CPA and MT Listening Compre tdy..
manageable, LOL
after tat go canteen find lesbo she was waiting for me there 4 so damn long9+ until 11.20
OMG SO SRY LESBO, 
I LOVE DIE U OK!! muacks muacks LOL
bussed to mac there de coffee shop
ate bee hoon yum yum <3 AHHAHA
thn go ball court there void deck slack..
wait for jiejie
thn go ball tgt.. :D
thn OMG LA i see lesbo do wad say wad thn laugh lyk siao le ~_~
laugh until cry damn hard ): 
hahas lazy continue liao, bye bye,

alright today was fine..
hmm..
went to sch as usual haha
had science paper today
was quite easy managed to do it :D
ended at 9.20..
paper start at 7.50..
finished at 8.15..
slept and got nightmare woke up 9.05 alr..
thn hand in paper at 9.20..
thn dismissed..
went to northpoint ate long john breakfast with
jennifer
LOL
after tat walk walk nth to walk thn bussed home.
LOL
arnd 12 lyk tat go meet daphne jiejie thn wait for
shi lin lesbo to come ehhes
thn pei me go make contact lens..
thn ok liao go slack under void deck..
thn came home awhile..
hlp mommy do things..
thn wear my contacts :D
after tat ate lunch..
thn go meet jie and lesbo agn
basketball! <3
hahah
after tat 6.30 left court..
came home and ate my chilli crab!
WOOTS! :D 
hahhh bleahs 





look at wad happened when i play basketball LOL

nth much happened today LOL
hmm, on9 arnd 7 lyk tat..
thn daphne jie msn me tell me melvin at court
OMG i run to 277 meet daphne jiejie LOL thn go court saw until melvin happy girl >.<
LOL
thn  too many boys dun dare go play..
thn called lesbo down to play..
thn played match with some ex sch mates..
LOL thn i kip concentrating on melvin..
lyk wtf.. ):
thn after tat i damn high kip laugh laugh laugh..
thn melvin went off..
thn abit sad lerhs .. ):
after tat went back..
go market there accompoany 
jie buy markers for tmr
her art exam..
JIE JYJY UHHH!! :D
MUST PASS HOR!! :D
thn home bathed, on9..
hahhas

alright nth much happened today ...
dun feel lyk posting so..
im not gonna say much...




to Shi Lin Lesbo, <3
Lesbo, hu say u can move away derhs!
no one said u can move away!
i didnt say u can move away!
Y... ):
u asked me to forget melvin,
i;ve tried so hard to forget him
thn i can be happy and play with u everyday.
now you're telling me you're moving away
how can u move away in such a short time,
i dun let u move away!! ):
i dun care ... 
dun move away... T_T






im going crazy alr!!
im crying..
im slashing myself,
i wanted to die so much,
just because of u,
i managed to forget him,
no one said u can move away... 
everyone says u cant!!
):





boy, i still miss you... ):
i jsut cant simply forget you... 
all i wan is u.. 
with u, i dunnid diamonds, jewellery 
or branded stuffs.
just u is enuff for me.. ):
still wishing tat someday u will come back to me.. ):
 

today is lyk damn boring luh.
woke up at 11 went to have breakfast with dad
reached home and bathed...
on9 awhile thn go study at mac with daphne and shi lin
... was lyk damn sian lo..
study until wan sleep ~_~
after tat bo study liao tok tok...
after tat went to cfs gate 2 there slack thn chat chat
4+ left there and thn go home on9...
5+ go 277 meet daphne and shi lin thn went jogging..
after tat 6.45 go home ..
bathed.. ate dinner...
thn come home on agn
LOL
bored luh nowadays...








im starting to hate u alr.
dun think u understand me.
i noe u always bad mouth about me behind my back,
well, u're oso not perfect kkays?
always say until lyk u damn perfect lyk tat
u think everyone love u damn much isit..


created private blog just for myself whee~ LOL
ok luh bored die alr.
tmr meeting nu er gna have breakfast with her at
northpoint tmr :D
ciao ciao.